=D Sunday, 8 July 2007 =) 12:48 am
sometimes i wonder to myself.. have i climb too high? have i known too much? the higher u climb the harder u fall... n i have just fallen and now picking up myself again... the impact just leave a mark on it... no matter how hard i try to remove it... it just wont go off.. the pain is there and it's really killing me... now another pain is here... so many things surrounding me... i hardly find a space for me to take a break... ok i'm not suppose to be thinking about the past or talk about it but... the mark tt's being left behind... do u know how much it hurts?? having to learn my lesson... i'm stepping into the zone again... y dont i just learn my lesson? y am i such a foolish person?? y just cant i concentrate on my work? i've so many unfinished work n i'm still having tt silly thought..
so wad do u follow? ur heart or ur mind? whose controlling who? one moment i'm thinking about sth... next i've sth in mind... i felt like there's another me... so whose blogging now?? should be the normal me.. i think.. felt so... arghhh... this moment sux!! sux to the veri core... work... i need work to numb myself out... i seriously do... only way to make me forget stuff i guess... Work Work WORK WORK!!! CHIONG ARXXX~~~!!!!!!
Everyday is Sunny.
