=D Wednesday, 28 May 2008 =) 11:25 pm
never in my years of serving band have i ever felt so fucking stress... yesh... i'm spelling it out loud.. Fucking Stress!!! super pissed off with stuff also... never in my years with band experience have i felt like this... this is totally off the normal limit value i can take... this time round is totally off the set already...performance for the concert... ppl not confirm...asked if thy wanna perform...giving a fucking 'dunno' will super piss ppl off... WANT to play play la... wad's the fuss about it?? commitment? if cannot thn say cannot la... how hard can it be?? cannot come for practices just say... if u wanna perform u were a musician before... u should know wad to do... practice urself at home then... how the fuck hard can it be??? this is fucking pissing ppl off...
let's not talk about players...cause the playing already sucks! I/C for the event... how shall i comment... oh...so guest, alumni have to groom themselves huh... since whn issit a problem about alumni's grooming??? wad the hack man... i wanna grow long hair does it ever concern u?? as if u r my father... my dad never even care much about my hair... wad the hack... asking alumni to do so nvm... Guest player also??? HELLO?? thy r not ur student... thy r invited ppl to come n help ur SCHOOL... incase it doesnt get into ur thick skull... HELP?? H-E-L-P! must i spell it out loud for u??? Help ur students to make it for the concert... backing u idiots up... this is freaking driving me nuts... since whn u see me so pissed off before??? argh!! Kenny is freaking fucking angry with the system... expect help n never actually give back anything... Wad the... Y should we give in anw?? cut my hair? NO Chance IN HELL!! yeah read my lips... "NO CHANCE.."
since my limits has already been broken... wad crap can u throw to me more? believe me... i'll return it back twice as hard... n i mean wad i say....
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Sunday, 25 May 2008 =) 9:49 pm
was it just for that moment? or was it meant to be forever?? have i met my destiny already?? is she really the 1?? or issit just a crush? i'm still confused actually... but oh well... wad's urs will be urs, wad isnt, isnt meant to be urs then... walking alone isnt tt bad at all... just tt u have a longer quiet time then normal ppl...much longer then usual... wonder wad will happen if suddenly ppl pop into my life... will i b so busy tt i dun have time for myself?? nth can be known until it actually happen... so shall just let nature take it's course....FINALLY!! the Card is here!!! I can dun need to live with tt piece of paper anymore!!! yesh.. my driving license card is here... the more i look at the photo i wonder... wad's the different sia... only 1yr i got change so much meh... it's the same photo i use for my passport... so funny lor... wad's the problem sia... haven see my IC only... more different arx!! bleahh!!!
had been driving dad's car for a few weekends already... the problem i'm facing will be parking, going to a specific destination, speeding... haha... ya... think only this 3 problem...haha!!! but i've no problem going back home... y? home is so important to me ok...i need my slp at home!!! haha!!! so if u wan me to go to a specific location it will either take me 1hr or longer.. haha!!! depending on if i've been to tt location b4 or not... lolx... well.. walking n driving is different ok...if u walk wrong u just turn n walk back... driving...u turn wrong means u tio F*** already... 1 big U-turn liao... so to those gona learn driving... master ur U-turn...u'll used it almost everytime if u r like me... haha!!! oh not forgetting 3point turn...also important... haha!!!
driving my dad's car give me 3 stress... kena bump by ppl, i bump ppl, forgot to lock car... Zzz...i'm a forgetful type person.. tt's y it worries me so much... but my hair wont turn white dun know y.. haha!!!
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Monday, 19 May 2008 =) 12:26 am
oh well.. yesh i know... abit lame now... i said i not changing my mind about performing for the concert... but know... zzz ok alot of cock up sia... reason 1... the section too weak.. so i go help out... got ppl say player A will be playing... so if player A is playing... I wont be playing cause it will be more then enough manpower to support the whole band... adding me will just be over power... tt day thy called player A, player A no pickup phone... So thy need an answer of whose performing... I got so pissed off I just replied "ya la.. play la play la..."since i say i'm playing... i invited all my friends down to watch me perform... but hoho... guess wad...at nite 11pm.. i receive the sms "Player A will be performing.." WTF!!! arghh!!! WTF!!! n i had already mass send out the msg... waiting for my friends to reply n do more booking for the tickets... now.. ARGHHH!!! play or not to play?? if play... i dun get to drive to vch.. cause my parents will be using the car to go down to vch... arghh!!! if not playing... i might have the chance to drive down to vch... driving crazy now... ARGHH!!!
YEAH I'm PERFORMING!! CONFIRM!! Zzz
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Thursday, 15 May 2008 =) 10:47 pm
not changing my mind i guess... i shall not be performing for the coming concert at all... dun think i've the time or energy to go back for practices at all... training on every mon n thurs, project work stacking higher n higher... MST coming soon (after the holidays..) nah...i shall stick to backstage helping out... prefer doing tt... ^^ dun wish to show my face on stage much.. plus not inviting family for the concert...so nah... not performing...Well... all the best to the tubiest... not performing partly because i wont be able to play with my ex wife at all... haha!! next it takes time for me to adjust back again...n i dun think i can reach tt pace fast enough... everyone has their limits n they should know it better themselves.. yup.. my limit has reached... cannot push much...at most abit... Sry boss! not gona perform...
Helping out the band backstage... well... there's so many things i can do.. video taking? haha!! so into it.. photo taking? np... ^^ props? easy peas... oh well... at least i scored an A2 for my DnT.. haha!! handyman in the band after all... repairman leh... haha!!! oh well... shall see wad can i do tml... after sch project will be dropping by to see how much destruction has been done to the band... haha!! sounds kinda bad..yeah... it's tt bad...
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Sunday, 11 May 2008 =) 10:52 pm
^^ Happy Mother's Day to all mothers!today went to JB to have meals with my grandma... we went to sight seeing n ate some rubbish food from the street side.. haha!!! wad a day to spend in malaysia... sight seeing was full of crappy stuff...
example, u get to see icons tt belongs to other country... here r some photos to give u an idea...
NY? nope... M'sia ^^
Paris? Nahh... Still in M'sia
Need not say more...
U can find this in SG also... but i found it in M'sia
Such a cool place... cost of the tickets is only $8 for each adult n plus $5 for each car to drive in... so cool... HAHA!!! almost everything could be found... just tt it wasnt really maintain well enough if not i might be the next tourist spot.. ^^ too bad not much fun stuff to do... only photo taking n some exploring... so yeah...
oh man... my dinner was so great tonite tt i still can feel the food swimming inside my stomach still... never ate until so full before... Street food ROCKs!! totally rocks... too bad today was crowded with ppl if not the food might taste even better... QC wasnt really up to standard... haha!! overall was *thumbs up* YUMMY ^^
Woohooo! tml no training... this means i've to do exercise myself tml... T_T hopefully i've the motivation to do so tml =p
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Tuesday, 6 May 2008 =) 11:24 pm
oh yeah!! u r talking to the new age driver on the road... hell yeah.. haha!!! YESH! I PASSED MY TP! 1 time trial! oh yeah! shake it... shake those boobs... smack those butt!! wahaha!!! I can DRIVE!!! yesh! Kenny CAN DRIVE!! no mistake... I PASSED!! with a 8points!! so close to getting a 0 but BECAUSE OF this stupid Van driver!! who cut me without me knowing i was shocked n Veer off course on the road... almost causing accident at bukit batok road reaching the fire station... ARGHH... I wanna kill tt Van driver!!! because of tt... 1 got demerit on fail to check blind spot, fail to check mirror, veer off course, fail to ensure traffic safety... ARGH!!! total 8points!! cause of tt stupid van!! BITE VAN DRIVERS!
Everyday is Sunny.
