=D Sunday, 25 November 2007 =) 1:59 am
recently there's alot of things happening... thus i cannot say much but this line will be code...
"Mess with me, you are messing with the wrong guy. I can be both Mr Nice and Mr Cruel.."
i code this line to tt guy who has done sth veri wrong n if he doesnt know the mistake he has made.. well... may God bless him... if God is willing to bless him... cause i'm sure his leg will be broken and never able to WALK again... I'll bless him with wheelchair n his Jaw will be dislocated causing him unable to SPEAK again... I'll also make sure tt this fingers are well treated causing him not to be ITCH FINGER again.. seeing is believing.. u may think tt i'm cruel... but trust me.. this is only the beginning there's more still as this is only 10% of wad he is getting... I'll make sure he LIVE to ENJOY it...
Dude... u r messing with the WRONG GANG!!
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Sunday, 18 November 2007 =) 3:04 am
it's no longer the same as before.. everything has change.. everyone has change..
it used to be a group of ppl hanging out together with laughter n full of joy.. now i dun feel the joy much at all.. laughter might still be there but it just isnt the things tt i know much about.. besides talking about car lesson, working, own sch...there's just nth else to talk about... the topic tt's being talked about r almost the same.. other thn mahjong or steambout or movie... which used to be wad we do during secondary times but it has become a habit tt it almost bored me to death... issit me or issit the gang? ok i do admit i'm not in a great mood at all... totally turn off in anything i do...
y am i so turn off?? talk about it later... let's start with the outing today... went down to orchard 2pm plus.. went to buy tickets to watch 'the game plan' kinda touching storyline about father n daughter... almost laid my tears on this show... thn it was steambout which u get bored of it whn u eat it almost everytime n nth seems to change about it... ya... as usual, me collect money pay n bring those stuff to them... was a class-treasurer after all... after all tt stuffing myself with those oily n burnt food we went to play abit of video games... ya... boring!! ZzzZzzZzz... after thn home sweet home... i did nth much on board the train... just hook myself to my mp3 boom, slping... n back home here bloging...
about y am i turn off? now i realize tt i've no1 to turn to anymore... current i've this knot tt i dun know how to untie in my heart... it just choke me up so tight... maybe it's time for me to get a personal diary... i've too much thing to say n it just cannot be said over this place... maybe personal diary is my only choice...
it's so hard to get over sth.. maybe it's just a crash but it's also wrong to have this crash.. she's attach and how can i b like so close to her?? u just feel weird whn her bf is ard... u dun know wad to say also... but hanging out with her seems enjoyable... maybe she's close to every1 n i just somehow place my feelings inside... entered the wrong game already... y does it always happen to me n i have no idea how to tackle it at all.. it's either i like some1 but the other party doesnt seems interested or ppl's already attach.. but hey... attach ppl y should i b a 3rd party?? arent i extra over there... foolish me to play the game...
maybe i'm too rush... guess i'm too despo to be attach? or i'm dying to have some1 to lean on.. it's just so tired walking alone... I'm tired already... i've serve the golden mace 3yrs and wad has it brought me? nth... not even a gd course for me to study... let's not blame it on the mace but myself... wad am i anw... i'm no handsome dude... just an average guy... wad's there for ppl to look into me about...
wanted to share this with my 'brothers' but at 1 glance.. u dun see any1 who can understand my situation at all.. thy r just too busy with their driving n work... as if getting a car is so important whn u r only 18yrs old n only working part-time... well.. i'm in no position to talk bad about it also... so blame it on me for being a fool... I'm seriously veri tired... so tired... so T-i-r-e-d.......
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Monday, 12 November 2007 =) 11:35 pm
lolx.. didnt know i've such a joker junior.. after band practice dun wanna go home de... 1st time i see this kind of ppl... not dying to go home...still wanna go Jurong Kbox.. totally cannot ta han seh.. take friday for example.. after band practice i was in my overall.. ya my jumper suit which i wear for my workshop.. i went for band wearing tt.. anw.. after band thy wanted to go for dinner... so i anything la.. accompany them lor.. but this kuku junior of mine dun wanna go home... wanna slack ard... 1st wanna go Kbox.. thn wanna go my house play mahjong.. in the end we end up watching the BEE movie... was a funny movie.. laugh through out the movie.. Bee n Man fall in love.. so funny!!! haha.. lucky after the movie she finally decided to go home... phew!!
next day was open house.. haha.. i went to kss to pass sth to the teachers n badges to tt kuku junior DM of mine.. so the dying for badges... more badges also doesnt mean anything much.. haha.. but anw i had to go off for a meeting at kallang, it's about the Standard chartered marathon run this coming December... i volunteer myself as a route marshal.. haha... whn i read the booklet given to us... i notice this line "$20 allowance will be given" haha... i'm paid after all.. lolx.. actually i volunteer for the tee shirt... hee hee.. but since money is given it motivated me even more...haha!! but the crazy thing is this reporting time is 1am... at padang... O_o crazy?? tt's just the beginning.. the event will last until 3pm as we need to do packing up of stuff... woot.. wad a hard earn $20... haha!!
anw after tt meeting i went back to kss... thinking tt i can play the last piece.. but nope.. when i reach thy just nice play finish liao.. sian!!! T_T so i go there n rot lor.. haha... wait until all release thn went for dinner at pastamania... ya 2 days str dinner outside... totally turn my appetite off...
sian!! this week is MST week!! -_-"" even no classes but there's test!! n tml is my 1st paper MEK - Marine Engineering Knowledge... ZzzZzzZzz damn sian.. whole week test week... lucky only 3 paper tested.. if more i confirm die.. haha... guess i shall just bare with it.. haha!!! after this week can get everything back to normal ba.. i guess... oh how can i forget i still got 1 more presentation... my Backpacking.. T_T sian diaooo... haven finish my research still.. -.-"" my group still haven call for meeting also.. haha.. dun know did thy lost my number or not.. hopefully thy still know i'm inside their group..
All the best for me for my MST! =D
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Thursday, 8 November 2007 =) 11:08 pm
working under pressure is either good or bad.. good as it will push u to ur limit bringing out the best in u.. bad as it over do n u just get pissed off in things doesnt have the mood to do anything.. which 1 has i gotten?? BOTH!! cool huh... who could actually have both?
another presentation... this time round facing different type of audience.. i totally have no background knowledge of them n not to say i've no idea wad kind of teammate have i gotten... ARGH!!! this just totally make me crazy..
maybe because i'm lack of blood currently... making me unable to think properly... but i'm just totally pissed off about anything i came across... whn u wan quiet time ppl dun have... whn u looking for ppl to chat with u hardly get any whom u can talk to truthfully... either working or crazy about mahjong... they call it man talk i call it making ur trouble worse...
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Wednesday, 7 November 2007 =) 10:27 pm
Hmm... how should i put it? i sold my blood today or donated my blood today?? haha... if i say i donated my blood... thn i guess i didnt do it because of cca points... haha...if i say i sold my blood... ya i do it for the sake of cca...
it's actually not pain at all when thy r drawing the blood... instead it felt kind warm.. haha... ya... my blood was warm!! Damn i didnt know i'm warm blooded... =p
i was in fear tt i couldnt donate as i was suffering from flu.. but it was normal daily morning flu which the doc said it will be known as allergy..haha... i'm not only allergic to beer i'm allergic to MORNING!!! haha!!! tt's so funny!!
am i nervous when donating blood?? Hmm.. deep down abit la... but actually i'm more of tired... didnt really slp well enough at all... plus now blood drain out from me.. i couldnt stop myself from yawning... lack of blood in my brain... haha!!!
now i must totally praise my classmates... within less thn 24hrs we can come up with a Report presentation and present it to the floor... haha!!! n to top it all i scored quite well about 70+ over 100 haha... estimated la.. ai zai la my group.. haha!!
oh.. did i mention.. i have a suicide teammate.. y i say so?? our presentation at 1st suppose to be for the company star cruise.. but when we realise we had gotten our topic mix up.. we changed and she was aware of it... but she had a black out whn our teacher asked wad's our target.. her reply was "star cruise" OMG!! totally off topic!! jialat!! how to save our ass?? i had to inform my other teammate about MPA.. lucky still got chance to save our own ass!! heng arx!! -_-" wad a sotong to kill urself! lucky all of us scored pretty well =D which is gd news.
so sleepy... going to bed liao.. ZzzZzzZzzZzz
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Sunday, 4 November 2007 =) 11:54 pm
it's the last day of e-learning.. i still haven complete my GEM module work.. my E-learning item still left undone.. Argh!!! wad has gotten into me?? so turn off in things.. lost my mood to even touch dinner... mum n dad came back late asked if i wanna eat anything... i said no... mum asked if i wanna eat 'hor fan' i said no... 'fried rice?' NO!!! which part of no do they not understand?? went to slp almost the whole day.. dun know y.. just feel tired... very! SUPER! DUPER! TIRED!!!
woke up ard 11 plus.. dad asked if i wan anything to eat... my reply is still the same.. no.. he went to get sth back for himself.. n additional stuff for me... wad for?? -.-"" i already said i dun wan ANYTHING TO EAT!! -.-" which part of NO do thy not UNDERSTAND!??!?!?!! ARGHHH!!!
My bro another 1... offered me more snacks... i rejected the 1st... n he kept on offering... ARGH!! I've no mood to EAT!! so why r they still offering me food??
ARGHHHHH... DAMN SIAN!!!!
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Saturday, 3 November 2007 =) 11:00 pm
if i could, I would actually do it.. but the fact is I couldn't find that courage to do it anymore. I've lost the motivation to do things... I've turn back to my slacking self.. totally turn off in doing anything.. issit me or issit the ppl ard me? to be frank.. I dislike going out in a big group.. I dislike hanging out late with huge number of people.. even if i could drink i wont as it stinks! wad's my point of getting a car license? just to travel ard faster n easier next time.. or even help my dad to drive.. nth much.. so wad does it matter if i take manual or auto?? it's me whose paying for the course.. n if there's a choice to choose between auto n manual y couldnt i choose auto?? it's my money anw.. wad does it matter about u anw?
Sick n tired of it... so tired.. how i wish i can slp 4ever n ever... never wake up at all.. haizz.... that's the good thing about being single.. whn u wan time alone u can get it easily... even if u fail to look for some1 to accompany u no worries... there's so many things u can do whn u r alone.. having 1 more person is just to lend a listening ear.. after having to spend all this years like this i'm getting used to it actually..
wad has gotten into my today?? sound so emo.. just turn off in everything!! argh!! totally no mood to carry on with my E-learning items... n i still haven done my presentation work!! ARGHHH!!! this sux! SUX TOTALLY!!!
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Thursday, 1 November 2007 =) 1:38 pm
it's so crazy.. i've 2 presentation within 2 weeks... 1 follow by another... argh!! so much research to be done n prepare work to do... sian!! backpacking was fun to study but having to know every single details about tt country... -.-"" it isnt easy.. the country my group selected was Thailand.. making it worst i can hardly pronounce the name of the cities..
to worse everything up my co module RWP has a presentation on rescue boat n ways of improving it.. -.-"" damn sian!! even though it's E-learning week.. can slack abit at home but my work like never finish de... thought after my O lvl english i can learn driving.. but cant!! due to work load not unloaded.. ECCT n APM can kill me already having another driving?? will kill myself b4 i get my license..
my English O lvl was a killer... have not fate in my compo or compre... y?? compo i scare i might go off topic.. compre?? my summary might kill me!! arghhh!!! damn SIAN!!! hope really hope i get a better result thn before... *keeping my finger cross*
Everyday is Sunny.
