=D Friday, 31 August 2007 =) 6:23 pm
Elloo HA!! i'm back!! yesh i'm back from all the pile of work n holiday from cruise haha!!! "WELCOME BACK!!!" =p any1 misses me??? haha!!
went for cruise with my poly sch mates... woot.. part of sch program... learn lots of stuff and seen lots of stuff.. haha!!! yeah.. i'm opening my eyes to the world again.. haha.. 2nd country other thn m'sia... Thailand... just to recap.. i went to Australia with my parents during my holidays... woot.. was a fun place to go to but come to think of it... i'm tight at budge.. thus i cannot do much stud at all.. only can work within my budge... =p got back some stuff... think it's sth which worth buying ba... mostly hand-made stuff and looks kinda cool.. ppl there split into 2 group.. 1) nice n kind.. veri polite.. or too polite ba? haha... 2)attitude ppl... not willing to serve at all.. u bargain with them n then decide not to buy.. they will F u inside out.. scold u n non-stop...BADDD!! haha
tt's whn i was in thailand for about 5hrs... haha.. on shore... while onboard ship.. life was boring i guess... haha... beside eating.. n slping... i had to attend talks conducted by different ppl... particular i prefer those motivation talks rather than those talking about working stuff... big deal about current market... earth is spinning... market changes as time go.. =p motivation talks r much more fun n u get to know more about living purposefully..
more about the curise next time ba... haha... for now i wanna have a great rest!!! =p
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Saturday, 18 August 2007 =) 11:43 pm
is everything plan for us by God?? is there any logical explanation to it?? if it's being plan for us y cant we change it?? or can we? u get to choose wad u wan to be not wad is plan for u... u should have ur own rights to do wad is gd for urself n not let others decide for u..
for no reasons we have been friends for 3yrs... n been in contact for 3yrs... sharing troubles with each other n encouraging each other on... issit being plan by God for us to meet each other? *wondersss* well.. no matter wad best wishes to u by buddy... =))
after retirement from mahjong.. i got my hand into it again ytd.. being lost touch for so long.. i cant seems to get it, y we enjoy washing those tiles n stacking them again... waiting for ur turn to rub ur fingers on those tiles n 'Game' tt turn... haha... seems lame but it either makes u lose $$ or win abit of pocket money.. didnt play any money ytd but i felt tt my lucky lady isnt here yet... is either i win or getting great tiles but couldnt 'Game' due to not enough luck.. Gamble is part of life.. y? dun u think u Gamble urself every morning to wake up?? wad if u couldnt wake up?? u r dead.. no longer able to enjoy the beautiful view of the world.. HAHA!!! let's not get negative about it but it's a fact.. so live everyday fruitfully..
Congrats to myself for being selected to go on cruise to Thailand. I'm part of the MEL camp group and only selected students get to go onboard this trip.. maybe it's my luck to go onboard as i place my name on the list... hee hee.. cant wait for tt day to come... i'll be away from 26-29 aug woohoo~~!!! dun miz me..haha!! i'll get lots of photo back n share my experience back here... Well.. not many ppl read my blog but i'm sure this "babe" will read cause she's a regular tagger.. haha... yesh it's u... dun get crazy about me mentioning ur name... yes u... Carina... haha... if possible might include u in the upcoming overseas trip, if u can make it.. haha!! =)
Waiting... i'm still waiting... =) waiting for it to happen.. when will it actually happen to me?? having to handle everything myself isnt an easy task for the past few yrs.. or maybe i'm used to having this kind of life-style.. haha... ya.. God plan this for me... maybe i'm not strong enough still.. he wan me to be stronger rite?? Yeah.... rightttt....
Well... Cheersss and all the best for everyone's up coming Examsss...
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Monday, 13 August 2007 =) 9:14 pm
some things r worth celebrating, where as some r not..
firstly, must congrats my bud on getting an A1 in chinese.. Gratx Bud!! Gong Xi ni =D
now the not so worth celebrating... damn my papers r coming... n i'm not prepared at all.. wad am i doing man... wad a slacker am i.. now i dun understand a freaking stuff inside the maths.. damn, i'm screwed big time!! haiz... count down to my dooms day thn... =((
it's freaking irritating when u cant get anything into ur numb skull... arghh...
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Wednesday, 8 August 2007 =) 8:27 pm
asked if i have fallen in love with any girl? yes i've but was that a puppy love or true love?
asked if i still love her? I dun know... i'm lost... i've no idea.. i dun dare to answer this question... all i can say is i just still couldnt move on with my life...
who could understand this feeling anw? it's like u tried ur best to sell urself.. but upon seeing ur leg just go into jelly states, lost of words, empty mind... u wanted tt moment to last but ur moving system just lead u to another place.. missing tt chance of being with there.. acting as if no1 was there or u dun care about it at all...
in ur heart u r dying to see but ur mind doesnt give a damn about it.. i feel like drowning myself with work.. but it doesnt work... it never works... work will come to an end... n it always does... no matter how hard i tried... i'll still come back to square 1...
am i a sucker at this? i felt tt i'm... all i need is just a comfort zone... i couldnt find any.. neither can i trust any... couldnt find due to the different life-style or just isnt wad i'm lookin for.. cant trust due to i can never tell wad is in their mind, issit friendly or ready to strike anytime..
now i wonder to myself... can i handle being a psychologist? it's just irony tt i can help other ppl solve their problems or find excuses to let them felt happy... but i cant solve my own problem nor can i get any excuses to cheer myself up.. I hate it and I hate myself... =(
ALONE... I'm JUST ALONE
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Sunday, 5 August 2007 =) 8:34 pm
ok.. it's 3days from now.. 3days to tt day.. the day which i'm confused.. should i or should i not? i've been moving on with me life but i couldnt forget it at all.. issit true love? or issit like a deep crush? haiz... couldnt get over it... i really couldnt... am i stubborn? well.. u can say so or not too..
should i just give a simple msg or get sth? this has been bothering me... maybe just a simple msg will do... after all maybe this isnt wad i'm looking for still.. wad am i looking for anw? am i prepared to handle it?? or there just isnt any1 out there can actually handle me or hear me out after all..
Everyday is Sunny.
