Weeee~~~~~ so happy... i've gotten myself a new pair of SLIPPER!! n wad's so great about this slipper? u've to see it to believe it...










this is the front view of my lovely new slippers... nth special?? ya.. of course... look at this











the sole of the slipper... wad can it do??? well... it can open bottles of beer if u wanna drink.. haha!!! how cool is tt?? lolx!! slipper tt can be used as multi-task... blahahaa!!!! how cool is my slipper can this be?? damn i didnt notice it until my dad asked about the shoe sole... lolx... thn i read the tag carefully... n ya.. it's use to open beer bottles... haha!!!

shuang! didnt know shopping so shiok.. ok la.. i only bought a pair of slippers n a couple of DVD... haha... but still veri shuang... now i know y ppl use shopping to destress... =DD pain in the pocket but holding tt stuff out of the shop... putting it inside ur bag... lolx!! totally different feeling...

wad a daredevil am i today... instead of taking mrt... i gamble to take bus home... haha... n i won.. lolx!!! really gt bus to send me home... haha!! no la.. just my memory gd la... lolx!! been there b4 i see once i know le..haha!!




I'm lovin it... just love my new skin...haha... so ke ai~~~ oh... just to update... currently encounting.. i've 4 honey(s) haha... ya 4... which 4?? lolx.. dun wanna let u know leh... lalala!!! love all my honey(s) >,< sian... sch reopening soon... needa chiong finish 4 weeks thn it's my exam n HOLIDAY!!!!! big big HOLIDAY~~~~ as long as 10weeks!! haha!!! shuang la! cant wait for it to happen!!!

my life? my life is dead... all dead i guess... Kenny is no longer Kenny anymore... he has lost it... he has fail to grab a hold of himself... all because of this thing call L*#@... after failing not once... not twice... not thrice.. but four times!!! ok 4times may not sound much but it has created a deep cut in my heart... n this time the cut has leave such a deep mark tt i guess i'm really dead... blood gashing out like nobody business... no1 can stop the bleeding but myself only i guess...


am i really tt bad?? or am i just as bad?? wad kind of life do i lead?? felt like a loser... total loser... i fail to bring the band to greater heights, i fail to score well in my exams, i fail as a son, i fail as a leader n i fail as a lover... I've no rights to love or place any feelings on ppl at all... so to all the girls out there... dun come near me... even if u do.. i'll take 5steps away from u... dun ever come near me at all... I'm suffering from a deadly virus... n it can be spread easily...


I've been always thinking about myself n myself... i've never thought about wad others felt about me... i always think tt thy like me... thy love me to have me around cause no1 else can do a better job then me.. but all this was just wad i think.. it never actually happen... cause i'm selfish... I ONLY WANT IT MY WAY!! it's in me not a curse i guess... i'm not suppose to fall in love at all... never, wont n shall never....

I'm so ENJOYING my xmas now... I only start to enjoy it after 9pm!! y? cause my house finally get more quiet n i had a GREAT chat with my butt! totally open up my mind n heart.... now i'm finally seeing things in a big big view!! =DD thx honey butt!! =X


now xmas over... new yr coming... wad am i suppose to do now... hw not done.. test not studied... project on hold/incomplete... sian la... but no matter wad i die die must complete them... ARGH!!!!


nth much happen today.. just plain noisy at home due to children n messy...

how bad can ur xmas eve be?

would it be worse then mine?? eating ur dinner like a Bangladeshis on the roof top of vivocity... waiting for a bunch of late-comers n noisy movie watchers... wad's worse? thinking about things tt wont happen at all... wad a day-dreaming guy i'm... why cant i forget it at all?? since it's impossible to happen y am i still thinking about it?? this cut really hurts... some may say "it's only a girl... y take it so hard?" but wad do thy know about it? wad did thy place in this hope-table?


such heavy gamble i did n in the end i lost... lost heavily... y did i in the 1st place wanna play this game? knowing tt i might not win at all... but i still play.. y? y am i so stupid??


going out with friends u r suppose to be happy... but sad enough... i cant seems to last my smile for more thn 15mins... or even 5 i should say... patience ran out... cant even wait for 1 min.. slightest noise made i find it noisy n irritating... now whn my phone rings or msg arrived i find it irritating... but i was actually waiting for her message... y am i waiting? i've no idea y... scanning my msn list wondering if she would be online or not... hoping tt there might be 1 more chance.. 1 more chance for me again... am i stupid or am i stupid?

every night i lie on my bed... trying my best to cry thinking that it might actually help me... but i fail... tears just dun wish to come out... my heart cram in tightly as if high pressure is being place on it... i've no rights to even think about it i guess.. who am i after all... i'm just a nobody... not even her closest friend i guess... just a stranger tt have let her know i like her...



never in my life have i felt like this... I would actually say this 3 words to u if i could... but i guess it wont help at all... "I NEED YOU!! I REALLY DO!!" y just wont u give me a chance to show it? y wont u? y? u mean for the past few weeks i've been dreaming?? now i'm suffering from the nightmare?? WHY!! WHY?!?! I DUN GET IT!! WHY!!!!!!!

I'm lost... y lost? cause i've no more feelings... i've lost my sense of feelings... no long feel for any1... y should i place so much feeling then i gain nth back in return? since this is how it turn out to be, i shall just accept the fact n move on with my OWN LIFE... never to bother again as she says good bye and never return again...


I've turn love into hate... wad hate?? i hate love... how do u spell love?? H-A-T-E! isnt it correct?? no?? too bad... this is my blog...u take it or leave it... I'm just a cold-blooded animal.. y should i care so much afterall? afterall no1 cares at all...


i shouldnt mix my feelings??? hey... u guys take things for granted.. u think i'm santa? can perform magic tricks for u?? bunch of idiots n extra sickening toot.. get ur own celebration.. bunch of no life people... no where to go thn come back... think wad... this is ur hotel? go n come as u wish? bloody hell.. i limit the number to as small as possible... now ppl wanna be EXTRA... ok lor.. come in lor.. u pay more thn the rest... i wont absorb the booking fees... bloody hell..

I'm starting to get pissed off with the attitude that's given to me... ok i may not be any1 special but this kind of non-responsible attitude.. hey wad r u trying to show? u wan to show attitude? u haven seen me throwing my temper around... just because i can control doesnt mean i'm not angry or wad so ever...


suddenly i felt like a life-saving tube... during emergency i'll be used to save lives and help people... when nth happen... ppl either hang it at 1 corner or throw it somewhere else n ignore it... at first i was needed... now? i dun feel the need of being there at all... this isnt the 1st time... well maybe it's just my life being a emergency tube.. either am i needed or not... my states now? NOT NEEDED AT ALL...




whn u r tired, where can u go?
whn u r sad, where can u lean on?
whn u r happy, who do u share ur joy with?
whn u r sick, who will take care of u?
I'm so tired, so sad, not happy n veri sick!!

so tired... getting more n more tired... of wad?? same problem always.. ppl just dun cooperate at all.. come to think of it... i promise not to do anymore org already... y am i still doing it again? silly me.. such an @ss of me.. Well.. i've to accept the fact tt now every1 has change their pair of shoe already.. different ppl walk different already.. not say walk... even dress differently...

i admit i myself also change.. who dun? how have i change? i've no idea... but i just felt tt i've change in some way or another... anw it just irritates me so much tt sometimes i just wanna host a small or even better still dun host any events... as i said b4 the last chalet tt i've hosted was the last chalet i'll be hosting... i'm not hosting anymore at all... i dun see the need in hosting in... unless special request...

it was once disband because of 1 person... now 1 more trying to because of himself he's getting all the excuse to be on his side... time is being given to us n we r suppose to be responsible to organize them ourselves. so dun complain tt u r not free or wad so ever... if u were to suppose to be having a outing with us or movie with us dun change ur plan because it's easier for u... try hosting a outing for a group of 11 n almost 50% of them r working... n the rest r either not free due to studies or ya got new friends le.. go out with them lor.. i'm not trying to be negative or wad so ever u think... i'm just pissed off by the attitude tt ppl look at things... if 1 make the effort to plan n organize, y cant thy just simplily flex their thumb or make the effort to reply back the message? tt hard to do so?? ppl nowadays... i've nth to say le..



how sure r u that u r in love with some1? how can u make sure tt she's the 1 that will walk with u for the rest of ur life? even if she's the 1.. will u actually change because she wants u to change?? just to have the fact tt u 2 will be together happily ever after... this is how i am... should i change because of her?? nono.. should put it this way.. y should i change because of her?? or y should any of us change?
Love isnt it about accepting 1's weakness n 1's strength? it's it suppose to be like this??

Weeee!!!! SO HAPPY!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I've finally gotten a new pair of running shoe... WeeE!!!! I've make FULL use of my 20% discount on any1 item at selected stores n yeah!! i've gotten a brand new pair of track shoe aka running shoe... damn it just look so cool~~~ >,<

feel so paiseh to let tt person who served my suffered so much pain... i know i have the foot sickness... thn i still wear slippers... -.-"" make myself paiseh nia.. but ya ok la.. after all..i'm being served.. too bad for him.. =p


ok la.. after i gotten my pair of lovely shoes... went to watch movie with 'mei nu'... oh.. i didnt mention i went out with 'mei nu'?? kk... now u know.. not too late also la.. haha... ya watch movie... thn went shopping... xmas shopping... bought stuff mostly for friends la... brothers n a return gift to my classmate.. =)


nth much to say also la... just veri sorry to 'mei nu' about today being late to meet her... not i purposely de... is really my classmate cannot ps also la.. dun angry okie?? =)) i know u not tt xiao qi de.. =D dun angry arx... angry no more 'mei nu' le... cheers!!

i've no idea wad am i doing... going after some1 who has just broken up? wad am i doing man... feel like a 3rd party tt affected their relationship... so the drama rite? well.. ok.. put it this way... for no reason i've a special feeling towards this girl.. ya.. n she was attached.. when did i have tt special feeling?? well.. acutally it was during their relationship period... yeah.. b4 tt she didnt know anything...

feel so wrong doing things like calling her n chatting with all night... or even not slp until next day morning n i went to sch without sleep... how i manage to keep myself awake?? RedBull =D it keeps me up for 1hr 30mins n next i drop sleeping like a dead pig... unless i mix the drink with energy bar... if not it's impossible for me to walk home alife.. haha!!! ya.. back to the main topic.. just so wrong sia... haiz... chatting until next day wor.. not for afew hours or awhile... but for a longest period of 6hrs plus... i feel so bad!!! she isnt my girlfriend nor r we anything... i just have tt feeling towards her ba... wad kind of feeling?? ok la..i like her can ma?

cant believe it... i actually felt abit of jealous whn she was talking so close to another guy... wad the... me is nth to her... y should i be jealous after all..wad a joke!! maybe... maybe... nah!!!

do we have the chance of being together?? well.. none of us know until the day arrive... so meanwhile let time do the job i guess... wad a line tt's so common... time's so busy!! can he help me in this job?? O_o wondersss....

past few days has been so tiring for me... either i had to drink red bull to boast my energy lvl or i have to slp in class in order to walk back home alive.. if not i might just faint on the road side n send to the hospital.. haha... ok la.. not tt kua zhang but ya... not getting enough slp lately... now my body system is rejecting everything.. my mouth is having ulcer n my tongue is killing me with this ulcer growing at the bottom of it... anything stuff i eat or drink will just rub against it n it kills!


ok i'm back in the driving track again... now it just drives me nut tt how could i fail my BTE!! argh!! now cannot book BTT le.. so sian lor!! stupid TP signal.. cannot get it nia.. sian diaoooo


ok la... stop here currently.. so many things had happen dun know how to say it all out... well.. i've said about getting my own personal diary.. currently haven get it done yet.. but i guess it will be done soon ba.. haha!! hopefully.. =)

i'm back again.. hee hee... yeah.. everything's getting back to normal i guess... should be able to go for my car thingy again ba... should be able to source out time for it.. hee hee..

Yesh i've not choice but to close the case of the thumbdrive n suffered a great lost... damn it.. but shall not think about it anymore ba.. only makes me du lan thinking about it.. so ya... not gona speak or think about it le...



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