haha!!! today's my old gang mate's birthday... younger thn me by 1day! HAPPY BIRTHDAY QW ^^ old liao le... haha... wops.. i'm older... well i was suppose to met up with another friend... but tt bugger dun know wad happen.. no news from him... Zzz bugger!! i waited for him until i got so du lan i just leave my house with a special gift... haha.. ppl buy clothes, cap, hat... etc... oh come on.. u r above 18... i'll give u sth special.. Red Wine.. from yr 2000.. DUN PLZ DUN WASTE IT!!! veri veri rare to find such gd yr of wine already.. so plz!! treasure it!!


gotta the chance to meet up with my old sch mates... haha... has been ages for me to see them.. all see me all 1 thing.. "KENNY!! LONG TIME NO SEE!!" my reaction? "eh... so where's the food?" HAHA.. hey i waited for the bugger ok... never eat at home... specially go with an empty stomach... =p buffet after all..


tt's all i've to say i guess for today... nth really special happens at all... oh well...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!


It's my bday!! the day my mum went through 9mths of suffering to give birth to me... Thanks mum! Love u! if it's not for her... i wont be her blogging out...

today was just same as everyday.. just tt i'm more busy with my phone? ppl wishing me via sms, call n msn.. some wishes me over webpages like friendsters n etc... Thanks guys... thanks those for making an effort remembering my bday n those taking the effort to wish me best wishes.. I thank u guys from the bottom of my heart...


I was surprise, y? she wishes me happy birthday... ok maybe i'm thinking too much... but i'm just happy tt she took the effort to wish me happy birthday n actually rmb it.. i know we r impossible but how i wish she's with me.. how i wish i can hold her hand, embrace her with my arm.. smelling her sweet hair.. n with her sweet voice wishing me "happy birthday" i know.. i'm dreaming... how i wish tt might happen... as for my bday wish? if i say it out it wont come true... so how shall i use my bday wish? i'll save it till i'm 21..

Thanks butt... thanks for the special card u made.. but i seriously hope u could actually listen me out... but well.. i still can handle the stuff... wont go to the extend to commit suicide..

Thanks to my poly classmates who bought the lovely nike polo tee for me... Loving it!

Thanks bro n dao sao for the bball pants n polo tee from addias ^^

Thanks everyone for remembering...

well.. it isnt my bday yet... but i've receive my 1st birthday present.. =) thanks guys for the lovely tee shirt... today spend a bomb on my new spect... it's specially made to customize to my need... currently i only have enough to make a clear spect... but i guess after my TP I'll make a sunglasses lenses.. hee hee.. will cost me another bomb i know... but it's worth investment.. haha!!!

wad do i wish for my birthday? i wish to have a lonely time with her? i wish to know her deeper.. i with to b with her... issit too much to ask for? i wish to lie on a shoulder.. i wish to take a break.. a break from the real world... i'm tired.. really tired...

great... i went to shorten my hair... now i've a brand new hair style... i used to promised myself tt i wont cut my hair until i found a gf.. have i found 1? nope... i didnt... i'm still single.. how's my hair?? well... i kinda like it... nth much to complain abut... was like thy type i used to have.. just tt without slope... supposed to cut my hair after my bday... well... mum was going so i just tag along... it only cost me $8.. ok cost mum not me.. i didnt really pay.. the hair dresser tried to make a style for me... but i still prefer to comb back my hair... think i got used to tt style.. comb my hair to the side just isnt wad i will do at all... so the jap style... Ewww... so not me...


feeling kinda down today... to be correct ytd? oh well wad ever... just need some place for me to split it out.. no1 can i chat with heart to heart... i can only blog it out hoping tt God might answer this calling? (BS...) as most ppl might know.. or not.. my bday is coming.. (big deal) every yr will be the same.. family buy cake blow off the candle.. etc etc... nth special... just like everyday style... if lucky enough.. i might get loads of gift... ya tt's like years ago whn i was still young i guess.. already live in this world for almost 2 decade... wad have i really archive? other thn posts in my secondary sch... nth much actually... regular normal student who score average grades n single for all my secondary sch life... GEEK! HAHA!!! I'm laughing at myself actually right now.. everytime i've a crash on a girl... i always fail to keep it to myself... confirm will tell some1 about it... hopeing tt thy might help me out.. (yank~~) n after i like/love tt girl.. thy always seems to be turn off from me... reason?? dun know... thy treat me as close friends or brother? oh plz.. come on.. if tt were to happen... i will have so many many sisters... well.. love cant just happen in a click of the fingers... it takes time to develop.. well.. tt's wad 1 told me... i tried developing it... but fail.. y? studies... all because of studies.. actually to be correct... i always got rejected due to studies... Hmm.. so studies comes first.. y can i handle both my cca n studies equally others can give a little space for me?? oh i know.. i'm too big n scary... (Rawr?)

yeah so i like this girl n i like another girl... thn i like back tt girl who ditch me before... so wad's the issue? i cannot like ppl whn i'm still single? oh.. i need to concentrate on 1 girl... oh come on... concentrate.. u will only end up being more heart-broken.. y not let me like all 3 girls this girl another girl n the 1 who ditch me at 1 shot n get heart-broken all in 1 shot.. it's much cheaper.. if 1 by 1... i will need to visit the pub 4 times... y 4? the additional 1 more time is just incase.. 4 times means drinking 4times also... spending more money n harming myself even more... y not just pain once n for all... drink up n have a hell loads of fun being ditch... ditch by 3 different ppl.. with 3 different reasons... come on... face it.. waiting for my destiny? (yawnZ) never appear at all.. thy always walk pass me n never even say hi to me at all... thy actually ignore me... yeah IGNORE ME... I shall keep my silence... silence to the outside world... only typing it out can help me destress currently... how am i feeling right now?? i wanna cry... yesh i wanna cry... nobody will actually understand how it feels to be alone 1 person... with no1 truthful to talk to... u can only sink urself into the music world... listen to all the emo songs... thinking about the lyrics the singer is trying to pass the msg to...

best friends, close buddies, brothers, etc etc... i had enough of those already... injecting them into my just makes me feel numb... doesnt really have any effect on me... ya... no effect... or should i say... I'm like listening to it till my ears r immune to it already... how i view every1 right now?? thy r just passer by.. thy come n go... thy walk pass u, bang u down, tried to steal from u, anything u can think of while walking down a busy street full of ppl from all walks of life... where am i walking to? no where... or maybe to my target.. Hmm.. wad's my target?? i wanna get a degree? phd? laughing stock!! shall see how far i can study till... but 1 thing's for sure... my destiny? it sux!

have u ever taken morning train? squeezing like sardine.. unable to move much of ur body... trying to keep urself stable... this morning.. i myself experience the most funny part of my life in history...


Early morning wake up as usual... about to attend a lecture at 830am.. prepare myself n got ready to leave the house at 750am... reach mrt station at about 802am, got direct train to pasir ris.. lucky me!!! (not for long..) board the train... woohoo!! should be able to make it on time.. at the next stop... i saw a guy trying to alight... being a kind soul.. i gave way.. (shouldnt have done so..) allowing tt guy to alight.. at the same time..i was kick out of the train... HIGHLIGHT! I WAS KICK OUT OF THE TRAIN!! classic enough.. i waited for next train... thinking ok la.. since there's a 15mins allowance to be late... still can make it...

Next Train 7mins.. Zzzz missed it... Next train 2mins.. missed it... Next Train 2mins.. missed it AGAIN.. Next train 9mins.. WAHHH CANNOT BE LA!!! time? about 820-830 already... HAHA!! by the time i reach already 9am.. dun wanna risk it.. so? wad do i do? walk to next platform.. HEAD home!! Woohooo!! go home n slp lor.. =p told my friend i not attending class... n i was about to get MC cause i'm sick at the same time.. in the end he told me, sch system down.. Cannot mark attendance... HAHA!!! I'm FATED!!! woohooo!!! FATED dun need to go sch!! HAHA!!! I'm still holding 100% attendance ^^ LA La La La...


Lesson learn? NEVER GIVE WAY! NO FKING HELL AM I GIVING UP MY LOCATION IN THE MRT!!! cannot be kind to others cause others wont be kind to u!

every year during my 1st semester i'll surely face some stupid problems... last yr? i was afraid tt i couldnt adapt to the new environment and ppl.. afraid tt i might flunk my poly life... screw up everything... but it was kinda ok... everything was fine... abit of ups n down... but nth much tt i couldnt handle...

this yr... i again posted to another class... totally strange environment... not tt i dun know any of them but just tt i dun feel the sense of closeness... it isnt my usual classmates... just need to adapt again... which is irritating for those who can understand.. tried to transfer back to my old class.. wasnt successful at 1st... but after finding out that there's students whose willing to transfer with me back to their old class i was happy at 1st.. now i'm puzzle... should i carry on with the transfer?? it's like for the sake of me... all of them r doing this transfer... puzzled... seriously puzzle... in addition i'm down with sickness... coughing, headache, etc... Grrr....so sick, so tired... so dun wish to attend sch feeling... am i thinking too much or issit just the fact tt i'm troublesome? seriously have no idea wad am i doing... at 1st i was so eager to change back to my previous class... now i'm like unwillingly doing it... maybe because some whom have adapt fast enough to the new environment doesnt wish to go back... or just? i dun know... this is messy n complex to explain it out... stupid sch system... causing so much trouble... ARGHHH... Screwed up life... totally screwed up...

better off being left alone... maybe tt's my life born to be... HAHA!!! wad to do... cant work WELL enough with others.. so am i still a team sports player?? am i still fitted to join the sports i desire? oh my... so confusing... so messy... so many things running in my mind... oh Kenny... where do u belong acutally?? where?

never say things tt u never do... LOLX... now i regret... argh!!! my hair has been sold to retrieve back my previous class... arghh ... stupid dare for me to make...

Went to crash class today... crashed applied thermo... sitting behind talking to my friends thn i was sleepy n kinda moody about cannot change the class due to fully pack... can change class if only i can find replacement to change class with me to even out the population of students... while i was abit drunk... i guess... i said "If i ever can come back to Class 24, I'll cut botak n enter the class!" with this line..it was being video down n true enough... suddenly pop out 3 ppl wanna xchange class with me... T_T eager to go back to my old class... i place my hair on the line... -.-"" correction on the chopping board... but i mange to save 5 other ppl... 3 whose willing to change class with me n my other 2 classmates... my hair save 5 ppl... i must feel proud...

sob sob... was wondering if i could keep my hair until my bday.. thn go n cut... T_T but.. my hair.. sob sob... bunch of heartless creap! man of his words... shall come back with a bald head (if i can get mercy from them... maybe not!!!) HAHA

Photos taken while in chalet... didnt use my cam at all... these were photos sent to me by my friends... ^^

we dun really have group photo.. cause it was kinda like separated into different groups... but it's still a DMR/1A(B)/23/24 chalet.. haha












Today we celebrated Dad's bday.. which is suppose to be on 15/04, tuesday... so we went out for dinner.. suppose to have at IMM plaza but then car park full... so in the end settle for Tuas... Zzzz haha... ok la the food... oh i've 1 picture of the food... haha... seems cool to eat tt... made from mango... ^^ i love mango!!!










Sad to say... no mango pudding for me... ARGH!! but it's okie... no mango pudding i'm fine ^^

Woo... the difference between Poly classmate chalet n others chalet... u can never compare them together... came back from chalet which was suppose to be a 4days 3nites chalet... instead it turn out to be a 3days 2nite.. haha.. but the check out was not rushy at all... take our fully own sweet time to check stuff n pack the stuff...

the chalet was held at Changi SAF Chalet.. near aloha changi chalet... to be correct it's just next to each other... haha!!! dun know?? OCH there... haha!!! was a total quiet, peaceful place... u really get urself out of the city life... ^^ so great... veri relaxing... haha.. enjoyed myself over there... even thought i was like the maid all the time.. clearing up n doing more house work then i do at home... HAHA!!! if my mum see me doing tt... she will flip n laugh for 3days 3nites... =p without computer ard me... seems kinda relax... not fully without com la... there was ps2, PSP, laptop... haha... ya handphone... lolx!!! afew electronic stuff u can never take it out of ur life... not forgetting MP3!! haha.. the only source of lala bye to comfort u to slp at nite...

the 3 days was pack with silly n crazy stuff which i forgot to take down any PHOTO!!! argh!!! n i brought along my digital cam somemore!!! ARGH!!!! kuku me! but it will be a great photo always in my mind... haha!!! not the whole class attended the chalet... only those few which we almost everytime click together... but whn the new term starts... we will be going to different classes... sob sob.... might call this a gathering chalet... ^^ had 2 nites of BBQ~ haha! yesh... 3days 2 nite... 2 nites all bbq! haha... but the bbq style we had... haha!! laugh till i cannot take it... 1st nite... we had the bbq wholesales center to delivery the food to our chalet... cause we expect more ppl to come 2nd nite... but some of them going off on 2nd nite... so the plan change to we will bbq 1/2 of even 1/4 of the bbq food we had... n most ppl can only eat tibits which we spend about $100+ on.. haha!! cause bbq food not enough... =p 1st nite bbq was nt tt bad... can fill urself.. but ya... ppl will complain hungry... wad to do... thy had to live with it... thn we were afraid tt food will not be enough for 2nd nite bbq... here's the best part... we rented a car to drive us up n down for easy transportation... this is where the car came in handy.. haha!! drove out of Changi village to get those bbq foody... haha!!! came back with alot of food... n 2nd nite bbq was veri successful... y? FOOD all CLEAR!!! goody good!!! haha!! so happy.. no food went to waste n no kuku complain tt thy r hungry.. only ppl complain about themselves suffering from 'LS'~!! quite afew of us suffers tt... haha... normal! HAHAHA!!!! if not it wont be call bbq!

mahjong was a MUST in chalet... no mahjong... either all will complain... or bored to death!!! haha... wad's the best part of mahjong?? we play straight cash.. or coin to be correct ba.. haha!! chips wasnt enough... so straight cash must take place... haha!!! wooot! shuang collecting real money... bu shuang giving real money... =p haha!! almost everything went smoothly during the chalet... nth much cock up... so ya... GD JOB GUYS!!! ^^


a little secret i found out of myself... I was afraid tt this might happen which almost happen.. but nope it didnt... i thought i fell for it again... 'it' as in the 'it' i'm curse on... regular blog hopper might understand ba... haha... being close just bring me the smlie.. unable to see will bring uneasiness n will have the eager to know wad's going on... maybe it was just a infatuation... think too much Kenny... u think too much... HAHA!! u r just a so call bouncer in the group... or sister.. u r not tt type of material guy.. stick to wad u r gd at...

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