=D Monday, 22 June 2009 =) 6:34 pm
for who is willing to take the test? the test of waiting, the test of determination... how much or wad does it take to pass it?? how i wish i can dig out my heart.. how i wish i can undo the past.. how i wish things werent like this... all this wishes but none come true... it's said tt whn 1 falls in love, all his unused wish will come true... am i in love? my heart tells me i'm... but my mind doesnt... who should i listen to?? my heart is with her.. but she doesnt wan to accept it.. cause it hasnt ripe... for being in love, wad does it pay?
it is painful... but a process all must go thru... i must be willing to stay strong n be certain to keep my focus... at the same time having an open heart to accpet things.. management, flexible, determinaton... all it takes is just 1 mistake to screw everything up... i screw up my past... i screw up alot of things... it's time for me to adment it... it's time for me to prove tt i'm really truly wan a simple n lovely partner to be with... having simple meal, hanging out just like normal couples... if God believes me like i do to Him.. I just wish for His strength... His mighty strength to be within me...
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Wednesday, 17 June 2009 =) 11:49 pm
maybe i need a break... maybe i dream too much... i place too much high hopes... it's time to take a break... i guess i should keep myself away for awhile... being an unimportant person... i'm not needed anw... even if i'm away nth would seems to be bothered... so wad the hack...
Everyday is Sunny.
