=D Saturday, 23 August 2008 =) 3:48 am
who would actually believe I've split personality? 2 kind 2 different kind of person living in 1 body... uh? who would actually... kinda irony i find myself... sometimes can do, sometimes cannot... if it's the correct person out... yeah, he can do almost everything... if wrong... he has no idea wad he is talking about either... so whose the 1 typing now u might ask... tt's for u to find out...I've no idea myself...overstressed by the exam..1st time ever or issit not the 1st time already... but this paper is totally different from the rest... i'm facing extra pressure on it... no idea how it happens but i'm going crazy sooner or later... the amount of tea i'm drinking it totally off my normal limit... my slping time has totally change... thinking tt i can concentrate better at nite like now but tt doesnt seems like the case... wad's inside my mind? alot of things... things i can never name finish... others will say it's thinking too much, some will say u need a break... wad i see? i need to get a new life... it's not the warning summon i got tt turn me into this.. tt's for sure... cause i've been like this for the past few weeks... or should i say since start of the sch term? peer pressure? nope... never had tt kind of problem at all... my peers doesnt really create much pressure on me... family? dun see much problem... myself? maybe... cant seems to see things correctly... nor judge things in the correct manner...
it seems like it's a total change person... sometimes different person will come out... either over-driven for tt period of time or just tt other self wanna come out...this is getting more n more crazy... I need space... lots n lots of space... I'm kinda sick of stuck in this 4walls room... it seems like an idiot but i'm carrying 2 phone whn no1 actually contacts me... this is nuts... i'm talking to myself over the web... blogging for myself to see... having an private site for me to blog n read... is there really 2 Kenny living in this body??? who can answer my question?? LOOK! i'm asking question to myself again... this is nuts... going more n more nuts..
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Thursday, 21 August 2008 =) 11:46 pm
oh great.. was suppose to study... in the end i've a shocked of my life... my heart almost pop out of my chest... my sister scared the shit out of me with the summon sms.... saying i tio a summon n is fine $130 with 4 demerits points... oh well... oh great... there goes my driving life... oh well.... totally took my studying day off... no mood to study anymore le... come back with the eager to know wad summon i tio... in the end the letter came out to be like this...
THX MY BELOVED SISTER! (KNS)
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Tuesday, 19 August 2008 =) 3:00 pm
oh come on... just wanna give back wad i took during my secondary school days... giving back to the society... also dun wanna employ me at all... selfish bunch of ppl... 1st dun wan me cause i sat for english paper more then once... but at least i pull up my grade from D7 to B3... at least sth proven!!! not as if i cant speak or listen to english... ARGHHHHH wait till i get my PHD!!! DUN BEG FOR ME!! bleahhh!!! this is the letter i received
Grrr!!!! bite them!!!!
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Friday, 15 August 2008 =) 11:09 pm
guess wad... 2 weeks or less to my Semester exam... it's like the end of yr exam for most... yeah... it's coming soon!!! wad the hack am i doing here still?? 3 papers to study.. 2 killer paper... Engineering Maths, Applied Thermo... this 2 enough to kill me... formula, things needed to rmb.. oh man... boring!!! need to do lots n lots of practices also... Agrhh...this is also a bad timing... y am i thinking of her from no where... i'm suppose to concentrate... ya.. concentrate... but nope.. i'm not doing so... Arghh... this is killing... 1 killing me mentally n psychically... mentally, i've so many things in mind... n this just pop out... Zzz.. psychically, pushing my body to the max limit it can take... still can push it... but ppl will just say i'm crazy... i'm crazy anw...
all for the needa keep my own cool... arghhh.... i'm not angry... i'm just not thinking well enough... need to adjust myself again... sickening sia... it has been so long already... y can i get over it n move on with my life?? wad's urs will be urs... wad's not will never be... it's a fact... n i know... but my inner self doesnt believe in this... (dun be freak out about my split personality...) he wants wad he will go all the way for it till he gets it... n yeah... tt's bad.. real bad...
there's 2 things i can do to make myself fully concentrate on my work solely...
1) keep my laptop inside the big big box... which will take me 2hrs to unpack... which i wont come online anymore... until my papers has ended or i feel like coming online again... but i cant stop coming online... oh gosh... cause i'm addicted to facebook's games.. n also richman online.. sth like monopoly.. jia lat...
2) i've no idea wad can i do...
oh well... i'll stick to number 2 then.. sounds easier... should be more effective...
life still goes on without u...
Everyday is Sunny.
=D Saturday, 2 August 2008 =) 12:29 am
Finally!!! i'm can seat down n rest my leg... poor leg... need to support my full weight today for more then 12hrs... T_T needa give them some special treatment next time...Foot massage... HAHA!!!Anw... today went to Expo to work at 10am... leave house at 830... slowly crawl down... HAHA... met sam at lrt station... standard... late as usual... crap about alot of stuff on the way... lame ard also.. HAHA!!! poly classmate... wad to do... =p
upon reaching.. we have to walk all the way in until hall 4... u know expo hall isnt small at all... so u have to freaking walk a distance... Zzz really a DISTANCE... whn we reach we called the in-charge to give us the pass for us to enter... it's a tag u need to put round ur hand... as if i'm in genting theme park... HAHA... collect our working pass n tee shirt plus sign in the time sheet... was brief on wad to do... n wad we should know... but nah.. i never go n rmb all those stuff... lazy to do so... just read n forget... not as if i'm gona be tested on it... HAHA!!! =p
i was posted to b a runner for the event... really running about... do payment, look out for seats, running about to get stuff... HAHA!!! I felt like a stock broker... those buying n selling stocks... we have signal such as 1 finger -> Japan; 2 fingers -> Korea; 3 fingers -> Taiwan... HAHA!! thn we have plate number... flashing up high telling ppl where am i... HAHA!!! if signal was wrong n tt counter dun serve... we have to be on our toes to post customers to another free seating table.. HAHA which can serve them.. if not... jialat...
during lunch time... this uncle i wont forget him... make me super DL! i was busy looking for a free seating table... as i was posted to the frontline due to lunchbreak... frontline man went for this lunch 1st... he took damn long lor... Zzz anw.. tt uncle... arghh.. as i was looking for the table to japan... then i turn to the lady... "travelling to?", "Japan"... sir u r travelling to? "Japan" thn i hunt for the seat... no seat until veri long... thn i asked if the uncle can go join the queue ... thn he say.. "am i not in the queue??? isnt this the queue??" I'm like huh?? the queue is behind me... not infront of me... only when i see got seats then i can direct u to ur table... kena make me so dl.. faster sent him off... curse n swear!!
after my lunch i went back to being a runner... running ard again... thn this lady came up to me... white adidas polo tee... looks like a golfer... damn fking guai lan... "Hello! where is the queue?" pointing to the front... "it's infront miss..." being pissed off..."waD?!?! I'm asked to be here.... n i've been waiting veri long to be served... n u wan me to queue again?" i'm like... as if i asked u to come here... ccb la... this kind of attitude... like i owe u to serve u... lucky enough the table i'm standing infront happens to be empty soon... so i just "miss.. this will be ur table..." NOT EVEN A SIMPLE THANK YOU!!! CB U!! BITCH! play golf big F! throw 18balls at u arx! as if u got any!! arghh!!!
after this 2 incident... most of it will be the frontline fault liao.. never give me direct number on whose going wad... i can only see empty table post the card out to indicate tt it's empty n wait till ppl arrive...
the crowd never seems to end... even after 930... ppl still asking n purchasing tour package... but i knock off at 930... so poof! gone we the runners... hahahaha!!! no need to be stock broker le... stock close n it's a high market rate... HAHA!!!
went to feast myself with Burger king... which was also closing.. hahaha!!! bought a meal n munch my way until i reach the mrt station... feel so shuang... HAHA!!! the food provided just dun fill me up... =p thn home sweet home i am...
special info... while working... i got the chance to talk to afew taiwan tour guide... thy were funny... 1 even asked me to perm up my hair... HAHA!!! crap... saying it will attract more girls... HAHA!!!! veri funny wor... thn i found $4 on the floor... for no reason... scary?? haha... thn i split between me n sam... haha... $2 each... =)) some of the uncles n jiejie were veri nice... haha... gt afew pretty 1 la... but too bad... thy r front other country... dun wanna be countriest... so not typing where thy r from... =)) will miss her for sure... T_T cause tml i wont be working... found replacement to work... n yup... tml i'll be in kss... =DD (tml will be like today?)
Everyday is Sunny.
