hell yeah... my room is making a change after all this yrs... almost 6yrs un-touch...now everything has change... more space... more open.. less items ard... =D yeah!!! Groom My Room Kenny's edition... haha!!! I'm now still designing my room... as the shelves r not up yet... n things r still pack in 1 corner waiting for me to show them out... haha!!! i'm installing 4 shelves n 1 specially design due to space limit..

Wee~~~ tml will be drilling n re-arrange stuff again.. but i wont be home after 4pm... Sadden... cause will be out doing driving course... haha!!! n yesh!! i've pass my FTE!! haha!! 1 try n pass.. with a remarkable 94% haha!!! 50 question in total.. u do the maths...haha!!! now awaits my FTT... so excited.. scared i dun do well only... if i really dun do well.. i'll really bang wall... cause waiting for the next test will be like 3mths from now?? or even more... ZzzZzzZz... no matter wad... tml i must complete my room make over...haha!!! installing up all the shelves n get a table lamp, multi plug, etc... need somemore items as i've additional items in my room.. n tt's a stereo player!!! woohooo!!! ok it's not new but it still looks new... it actually belongs to my sis.. since she's no longer living here... it has been pass down to me!! finally i can own it fully!!! n change tt dial tunning radio away!! woohooo~~~ no more irritating auto change of channel anymore (if u get wad i mean.. sometimes the dial will just move by itself... )

this rock!! now my room has more space means more ppl can slp in my room... blahaha!!! gona be so cool.. haha!!! who wanna come my house n slp?? lol.. lets taunt again!!! haha!!! my room can also place a mahjong table!!! woohooo~~ *hint hint* actually i've another mahjong room... tt room also can play mahjong but abit small... more warm also... my room will be different.. haha!! it will be more cooling even thought there's no aircon.. haha!!!!

gona love my room~~ wooohhooo~~~~~

WOOHOO!! i've got 2 words for ya!!! SONGBO!!! this is the beginning of my HOLIDAY~~~ YAHOO~~~ how to spell it?? H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!! get it?? NO more SCH!!! wooohooo~~~ off!! season OFF!!! wahahaha!!!! i'm officially Starting my 3mths holiday!!! it will be work, slack, eat, slp, play, flirt... haha!!! wops! did i say flirt?? i meant make more friends!! haha!! know more ppl also make life easier.. haha!!!

life rox!! holiday rox even more!!! oh, how can i forget about my driving... holiday also about driving.. haha!!! v-room V-room!! haha!!

2008 i can smell tt it's gona be a great year!! currently almost everything is going smoothly for me.. except for the normal 1 which i can never get it solve ever seen 2005... haha!!! whn will my tao hua yun come?? Hmm.. Wonders... haha!!! but well.. who need tao hua whn i've so much ppl for me to flirt.. haha!!! =X i meant make friends.. haha!!!

omg! this is so shocking for me! today is the release of O lvl result... i've gotten back mine as i retook mine.. for those who dun know.. i retook my english O lvl as in 2006 i scored a D7.. now 2007!! in 2007's GCE O lvl! I have Obtain a... *Drum rolls!* wahaha!!! so happy with my result!!! didnt expect to get this result!!! wops! i have say wad i've gotten... okok... *Drum rolls* I've obtain a B4 in my English exam!!! wahaha!!! well it's abit below my expected or targeted result but I'm contented with it.. haha!! i can actually change my course now... or change my sch to JC! haha!! i'm now spoil for choices!!! wahaha!! all because of my english now i can choose more thn just Marine Engineering!!! haha!!!! ok i'm not saying marine engineering is for lousy student... there's afew hidden dragons inside my course ok... SCARY!!! haha!! anw... ya i'm so happy!!! now my L1R4 reduce to 15 (haven minus cca points) wahahaa!!! L1R5 is 20!! woohooo!! i can ENTER JC!!! wahaha!!! I can also change my course!!!!

but i still decide to stick to my old course... already got feelings for it... dun change ba... plus maybe.. just maybe... i might found my true love... haha!! DREAM ON!!! just dun wanna waste my time changing my course... cause it will be like dragging 1 more extra yr!!! which i've already spend in my marine engineering...

I've decided also... I'll join the sch rugby team once i make it thru my yr1... I will take up the sports of rugby!! =D it will be so fun!!! hee hee... it's a game tt not only needs strength but wits! haha!!! n unlike soccer... no1 is being paid to play... well i'm playing for sch of course i'm not paid... duh!!! haha!!! but the rules of the game is so much tt it just interest me!! oh i'm not talking about touch rugby... I'm talking about contact rugby!! woohoooo~ tried it once... now i guess i'll go into full-time playing it!! =DD it will be my CCA!!! yeah yeah yeaH~~~

1st paper will start tml noon 2pm!!! OMG!!! I'm still not prepared!!! ARGHHH cannot concentrate to study at all.. keep on dozing off... ZzzZzzZzz... sickening sickness... now whole body boiling also... just had a cold bath to cool myself down... hope i can concentrate later to read up n do my practice for tml's paper... lucky tml paper starts at 2pm can 'nua' in bed until quite late... haha!! so tonite need to burn midnight oil...

always suffer this pre exam sickness... either i'm sleepy or my mouth will have all the ulcer.. Argh!! it's killing me... whole body so warm.. to top it up... mei you ai ren lai guan xing... T_T Awww how sad... but wad to do... tt's my life... gotta tahan until the end of the papers!! lucky only 3 papers... if not i guess i wont be able to do typing at all right now... still pushing myself to the limit max i've.. wont break my limit so soon i hope..

Damn my eye lid is getting more n more heavy!!! Arghh... need to use matchstick to make sure it stays open.. if not i wont be able to complete my studies by tonite... CHIONG ARX!!!! keep my finger cross for tml's paper...

even before the holiday arrive, I'm already suffering 3 major problem.. 1st is Money issue, not enough money to learn driving cause each lesson i need at least an average of $65 per lesson.. i need to attend at least 25 lessons in total... this make a total of $1,625 base on average per lesson... T_T me not working yet.. this already 1 major issue... Big big problem!!! HaizzZz...

2nd is Booking of practice... my holiday is totally gone... I guess i can work actually... no lesson for me to book at all.. either it's super early or super late... no inbetween classes at all for me to choose... this is totally too kua zhang!!! so many ppl learning auto also??!?!?! kua zhang sia.. leaving 2 slot for me to book... super early where the traffic is super hell jam or at nite where dark until i can see nth... -_-" bu shi ren de shi jian!! all bian tai sia!! Arghhh!!!

3rd MAJOR ISSUE!!! Deadline of membership in 8mths time... if i dun complete my driving course asap... i need to continue by extending my membership n it isnt cheap at all.. argh!! linking back to issue 1.. above tt i need to get my PDL which is another issue 1... now i really in need of money... any1 willing to transfer money into my bank account?? I'm willing to give u my account number... feel free to top up tt account... =)) I'll promise u tt i'll drive u if u help me out this time.. =D



ZzzZzzZzz money money money... this world is all about money... no money no talk... without money u r nth... knowledge can give u money but it also depends on how u use ur knowledge... do gd or do bad?? u decide... Sian sia!! no money no entertainment... no money i'm 1 step further away from driving car... n 10steps further away from driving my dream car... ZzzZzz guess i should have learn my car earlier if i could... arghh regreted nt learning it earlier... but wad the hack... i'm not really in need of a car to bring myself around... having a car just make it more easier for me to travel... no car = no stress... =p

my leg is killing me now... went running... totally crazy... i didnt believe i did it... i ran over my own limits... now my leg muscle is turning back at me... refuse to work already... wanna slack n dragging me to bed.. Sleeping will solve everything cause not thinking about it already solve the case!! =DD tt's my motto =p "Not Solving it is Solving it" chiminology? ya... no logic de... haha!!!

how steady can a class be? well.. we can all set together dun go for class... haha... meet up for lunch n slowly make our way to the next class to make our presentation... haha... today was kinda short day as i see it... nth much to do lor... go sch do my SA&P presentation which showcase my wonderful project work on the MRT system... wad makes me damn du lan is ppl copying my work without EDITING!!!! arghhh!!! hate this kind of ppl... at least i made the effort to come out with my own ideas!! thy didnt!!! lucky not same class... if same... i surely give tt one kind of face sia!! Argh!!! this isnt the 1st case anw... shall not talk about it... as it doesnt really concern much about me =p

so our class get to lame ard again... we were having so much fun during the presentation... u no link me.. i no link back u... in the end i came up with my 'OLINK' haha!!! "We only accept Nets..Cash not entertain" haha...

after the last class of the day... we had nth much in plan... just tt we decided to go for dinner at the east side, bedok.. haha... far? ya lor... but just a little gathering... haha... get to sit on my friend's car... haha!!! SAFE Driver.. blahaha!!! ok he rented the car so he has to be safe with it... after class we went to LOT1 to slack... slack until 7plus we make our way down to sembawang where he will collect the car... the loaner had a mix up on the date of renting.. damn him!!! made us waited 1 hr plus!! arghhh bite him! we were late for the dinner n ppl at the east side were complaining... u nag me i nag u... phone call war within tt time frame... "NBCCB, NB U!, CG u back!" haha!!! u scold i scold... lolx!!! then ppl give wrong direction... driver blur... took the wrong turn... drag the time somemore... ZzzZzz... by the time we reach ard 10plus already... woot... dinner?? sounds more like supper to me... Stuff ourself with all the food we order... those fattening, oily food... yummy yummy... after stuff ourself... we went back home lor.. haha!! did i mention the car is a 5 seater car plus driver... but we had to carry 6 ppl including the driver.. haha!! pushing the car to the max!! haha!!! really max sia... 3 big size inside... lolx!! =p

I had so much fun hanging out with my poly friend... now i'm starting to have the bond with them... so not willing to change my class next semester.. such a funny bunch of ppl, u lame me i lame u back... u make fun of me... i make sure u get back the same treatment but double... haha... ok not the whole class always stick together but having the same few is already so much fun...haha!! my marine brothers rox!! haha!!!

i've wasted my life today... well... in simple i've totally waste my time in sch... 1 no lesson was taught... 2 nth much to learn at all... 3 i only went to sch n eat n drink... wad a way to spend ur life... was suppose to do my group project work... well instead we were slacking.. i only have the chance to copy some files from 1 of my friend n i can only edit the files from there to cover up wad i've not done... ok i can safely say we are 60% done... still got some more need to add n edit... other then tt i think we should be able to get a PASS =p

SIAN ARX!!!!! STUPID PBL(problem based learning)! give problem only... not learning... ZzzzZzzz


ok i still haven complete my pbl for ur info... just feel like blogging now.. cause saw sth not veri sighting.. for no reason i'm so curious about whose tt 'his' cause ya i saw it over at the blog... ok i did peep into her blog... well i couldnt help it... so i just read on about the post... blah blah... n blah.. thn i scroll n see other stuff... just tt 'his' caught my eye... well... seriously can u help it if u were in my shoe? ok it shouldnt actually be bothering me at all... but it just itch u to see... Arghh!!








at 2150 hrs... i completed my PBL =) yeah everything should be done... no more worries about it... just see how the group will react tml.. =)

went for a run at 2205hrs... veri cooling nite... feel so refresh now.. =D was watching the stars just now... n sth just came to my mind... the 3stars tt line up in 1 row... it just reminded me whn i was walk the dark alley next to the drain... we were talking about the stars n wad name was given to them.. n it just came to my mind... y..y should i wait for her actually?? y was my life being ruin by 1 girl? y am i not accepted by her after all?? wonders... wonders wonders... Does Kenny actually need a girl in order to live on? I never lack of anything in life... just a partner to share with... wad do I still lack of anw? do i really need a partner tt badly? A life time partner.

Hmm.. maybe I should find 1 after all... look at me now... wad a carefree guy? smiling like a crazy nut? if i still can get back my old smile... my old laughter... the old Kenny who fell in love crazily with tt special person whom he never Talk to b4... tt's the Old Kenny i know... HAHA!!! how cool is tt?

Love is so complicated... which I can NEVER understand... sth which I will NEVER EVER step into AGAIN!! Girls r so hard to understand... They change their mind like changing clothes... anytime anywhere things will suddenly change... for NO REASON!!! So scary!!!

it has been quite some time for me to blog again... haha... had been busy with my report for the past few days... rushing out the report before the deadline creates death for me... was also rushing my presentation... now both r done i'm left with my project work on my programing.. all about software now... -.-"" already halfway done... now is the formula n some touching up in presentation again... Zzz

for the past few days i was also worried about my upcoming BTT... so scary caused i've failed my evaluation once... n was super duper worried about it... now it's over... *phew* I've gotten a "P" haha!! congratx to myself... i'm 1step closer to driving the car... >,< but upon passing my BTT i didnt felt excited or totally happy... was kinda moody anw... reason?? well... this is how it goes..

thursday, SP open house... my class starts at 11 all the way to 230 plus a 1hr lunch break... no big deal? ok my ex sec sch is coming to visit the open house... big enough?? i was hoping to see her... but come to think of it... so wad if i see her?? would i talk to her? would she talk to me? will she even treat tt i'm actually there?? well.. if God's playing fate with me... n put a downpour on tt day... i just have this to say... 'it aint helping at all...' 1st i didnt see her... 2nd i got my feet all wet... 3rd i've to squeeze with those uniform ppl... ok afew of my classmate accompany me... we had free ice-cream n free drinks... big deal about this stuff... i still cant get over her?? or am i really into her?? most ppl would say time will do the healing.. but time?? how long?? 1day? 1mth? 1year?? arghh!!! i just dun get it... where does the problem lies? wad seems to be wrong?? me being too nice or too direct? or am i just stubborn? without reasons i wont give up totally... ok.. if u know about my history... the longest n i did the most stuff for her... we didnt actually speak b4... only msn chat n the chat is only ya... doesnt last veri long... wad i like about her?? well... for me to know for u to find out... the current this... ok.. 3 words... "i dun know" i dun know wad's happening to me... my exam is in 2 weeks time... can i seriously tune myself into the exam condition?? ok i did tune myself into the test mode for today.. but i guess it's pure lucky... n lots of support from my friends... haha... (all waiting for me to drive them nia...) well... wad should i do?? i guess i should get some SLP n pump more blood into my brain to get it working... =D

some mystery can never be solved.. some r left unsolved while others answer is almost everywhere... i've 1 mystery that will never be solved but only 1 person will know the answer n it wont be me that's for sure...

Guess i still need more time to get over it... even thought i've decided to move on n not to think about the horrible nightmare anymore.. it just cannot be help to think about it... well.. i can only take it as a lesson as mention n try my best not to think about it..


Project project project... Report Report Report.... work work work.... all starting to stack n deadline is near... now i'm starting to feel the kick but my system isnt working at all.. it just wont start up at all... still slping?? or dead??

"everything happens for a reason"

how much do u actually believe in this phrase?? God makes plan for us? if he does i can say that mine is so colourful and it's getting more and more colourful.. either i've woken up or i've totally given up.. Why did i put myself into so much trouble n bother so many ppl?? after trying so much colour... the final colour is out n it's pretty ugly... Well... wad's done cannot be undone... so i'll just accept the fact... I'm not the bf material...


everything seems lighten up... I guess i've seen a clearer picture... looking back... i guess i should b laughing at myself... Kenny ah Kenny... when will u learn to grow up fully?? u r still learning wor... haha!! so much stuff... so much things to absorb... suddenly have the urge to play this song... "Thanks for the memories" by Fall out boys.. such song such memories... =D


To all... no worries... Kenny is fine... no worries!! =DD He's doing well... it's not too late still for him to get back on track... >,<


This is the song i'm talking about.. (pause the Music Corner b4 listening)

so how foolish have i been this few weeks?? y am i feeling so emo or should i say feel sad over such stuff?? ppl dun wan me.. so? wad's the big deal about it? still be friend? well.. it depends on wad kind of hurt u r getting... for once u treat ppl so nice n out of no where without notice thy just flew off... thy just leave u n u were left alone n helpless... once u thought u wont be lonely anymore u can have some1 to lean on finally after all this years of fighting n lonely suffering... Poof.. gone... "nope.. u r still dreaming" says God... "u r fated to be lonely... u have no chance of falling in love... it's ur curse to be in this condition.."


I've been dreaming all December... i've been a fool to do those stuff... well... i myself wanted to do it... so i cant blame any1 with it... am i looking for some1 to pity me?? well some may say so... but the fact is if i kept it inside my heart... how much can it take after the blow?? some stuff r meant to be kept as secret.. i wont leak out unnecessary information.. tt's for sure...


ok today i went back... i saw her... i've no idea wad my mind is thinking... should i stay ard longer? or should i just return the stuff n poof go off... the sky tried to stop me or issit not? i dun know... once there's rain n then no rain... whn i reach home it started to pour... ok my decision was go home n no stay any longer... dun think she have notice me at all... i'm just nobody at all.. wad kind of mood am i having whn returning back to my old sch?? well... visit my teachers n tell them about my current situation in sch... let them feel proud about their student... do i have the motive to go back n see her?? well.. 20% yes... 80% no... there's still abit of wanting to see her... but the problem is wad's the point if i see her?? will she like "HI~!!" or will she like *ignore* so wad kind of attitude should i hold?? cheerful super out going... or sorrow sad, emo type... my life is screwed... but i dun seek ppl to pity me... i just blame myself... blame myself for being such a chi qing person...

even if she's looking at my blog which i doubt so... even if i let her know how i feel... her reaction will still be the same i guess... how serious am i towards a relationship?? how much will i give up to maintain the relationship?? I've no more idea... I'm already lost... lost totally... sleepless nights... weird dreams... stupid thinking... stupid ideas... thinking tt i can actually win her back... but all this i doubt so... i dun think i ever stand a chance in having a relationship... cause i'm born with the blood of being Lonely...

1st day of 2008 =D
Never really had the chance to enjoy my last day of holiday..haha.. was drag to wake up by my parents due to my big brother who needs to visit the temple... Woke up ard 10plus ba... still abit blur blur cause slept the night before... gotta change my clock again... time to adjust my internal clock again... =p ok so we set off to the temple at Geylang... reached there almost 11 already so we prepare everything b4 the actual prayers ceremony take places... by 1155 the 'shifu' of the temple arrived... thn by 12 everything was ready... my brother needs to be there cause he n his wife-to-be is getting married and thy need to have an auspicious day n time to get married... as usual my mum will be there nagging n my brother will get angry easily.. not surprise... =p cause everything last min ma... haha!!! well... ya... so my brother is getting married on the chinese calender 'er yu cu ba' which is a sat during march think is march 15... it's not legal under the eyes of the law in s'pore but ya... in chinese thy r married... haha... after which whn thy wanna register under the law of s'pore is anytime le...

this is so ma fan... we had to travel up n down the causeway just for my 'Wonderful Big Brother' 1st we had to travel up all the way to pick up the bride thn come back to sg again thn maybe back to KL again... same day... haha... puzzle?? me too... lolx!! i didnt even know wad's happening.. all i know is, I had to clear the room which i used to have to put my clothing n i need to make sure everything is ready... sian!! lucky he's getting married during my holiday... or else... i'm gona kill him for sure... make me travel for no reason!!! even now my mum had to cancel her overseas cause the wedding dates clashes with her trip... Too bad!!

After the discussion about the marriage now my parents need to travel up to KL to meet the female side's parents to talk about the dowry... thx butt for teaching me tt new word... haha!!! ya... n the whole house is mine for 1 1/2 day... haha!! woohoo~~ no rules!! =p mahjong? Karaoke?? u name it i can host it... blahahaha!!! but not cooking or any other unhealthy party... haha!!! cause i lazy to do cleaning up... did i mention when will the whole house be mine??? lolx.. oh... it will be on a sat n sun!! wahahaha!! wad's more shiok?? i plan to spend my day at the CSC bukit batok... lolx.. at home also nth to do... blahaha!!! Weee~~~~

SO HAPPY today... i finally had the chance to go out with my parents for breakfast(by then already lunch)!!! =DD n we had 'Yam Cha' WOOHOOO~~~~ so long after my sis got married... ok la.. not tt kua zhang... but it had been sometimes since we went out... so had the chance to eat until i shiok!! Weee!!! my brother cannot eat any pork related stuff... this is my chance to GEK him.. haha!!! so i had char sew bao, zhu jiao chu n any other stuff containing PORK!!! blahahahaa!!!!! GEK GEK!!! WooT~ but wad's the most sian thing during the
"branch" my mum still nag about wad happen earlier during the prayers... -_-"" as usual... my brother cannot take it... raise his voice again... n blah blah... lolx.. wad i do?? simple... "Aiyooo... over le.. Shhhhh.... Over liao le... SHHHHH!!! let me enjoy my food... SHH!!" =DD simple enough?? hee hee... tt's my way of working... haa!! Food 1st!! =p but i know my mum still veri pissed off cause everything was last min n my brother also dun know how to control himself... wad to do... bull temper... HAHA!! my mum said tt in chinese... tt's the different between a 19yrs old snake n a 31 yrs old snake... =p


puzzle still...everything happens with a reason...so wad's the reason for her to suddenly ignore me?? studies?? sch work?? gossip?? I seriously cannot think of a gd reason for this to happen...unless really...she fake it out when she 's out with me...she was just putting up a act when she is out with me all this while...so I've been the silly 1 doing those unnecessary stuff to get myself into this crap... well i have to admit thn... i cannot control my own feelings well enough yet for a relationship... Face it... tt's my life...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

NEW YEAR NEW START!!!! =D

old test -.-"" old project... old hw... sianZzzz



WOOhoo!!!! it's 2008~~~ let's see... wad should i do 1st?? GET MORE HONEY!!! HAHA!!! okok...just found my 5th honey!!! Weee!!! >,< all my honey(s) r just so sweeT~~~ talk with them just enjoy nia... n enjoy alot.. haha!!! wad am i talking about anw.... LOVE ALL MY HONEYss!!!



HAHA!! ok... new yr means new test n new assigment.. lolx!! how great... gona work extra hard?? lolx.. i guess so...


WORK!!

New yr new wishes... I wish.. I wish... I wish to be like this everyday.. haha!! SO HAPPY TODAY =p Staying at home for new yr isnt boring at all cause i've my honey to accompany me!! haha!! woot!! Honey rocks!! n i've change my msg tone... haha.. no more mr lonely.. now is ONLY You... blahaha!!! for no reason i'll just laugh n see my msg.. cause the ring tone is just too cute le!! haha!!!! Damn this yr i feel so lucky... gona be a GREAT YEAR!!! WOOOTTTT!!! 2008 ROCK ON!!!

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