=D Sunday, 23 September 2007 =) 9:36 pm
ok so it's over... the chalet is over n done with... how was it?? ah... 3 words for it... "i am beaten" sometimes i wonder... y did i tired myself doing things tt ppl wont really take into account? u get everything done nicely ppl give u wings to fly... not to u... by they fly off without advance notice... wad's the point? it was suppose to be a happy moment... i dun really feel happy after the chalet at all... instead i injured myself, pissed myself off, get myself tired for nth, tons of unfinish work waiting for me again... well.. this is wad i do... n i'm not being paid to do so at all.. it's just too bad tt i cant drink at all.. at least i know for sure tt i'm awake n i'm clear of wad i'm doing..
let's not talk about those silly stuff tt happens.. let's look on the bright side... i'm gald tt almost every1 in the list made it to the chalet... be it have u eaten the food or not... i'm just gald tt u guys made it.. thanks for coming =) as for some humps n bumps.. lets just forget it... after all it was suppose to be a celebration.. just tt it wasnt well plan at all.. as i didnt put my feet down into everything.. but i'm not a super hero at all.. so just too bad it wasnt up to my standard at all... must really say sry to my Brother.. was suppose to celebrate ur bday.. but instead everything has been screwed up... but hope at least u enjoyed urself.. =)
every little things tt happen in life.. who would actually look into details about it? old man or lady selling tissue papers, cleaning up places for us to live in a better environment.. who actually went up to them n say thank you to wad they have done? ok it might be part of their job but afterall they r humans.. so wad makes u so special tt u dun need to it at all? yeah u might have pay for it.. but 1 thing for sure education has fail to being u up in the correct manner... loosen up myself.. why should i place myself in such a stressful position? it isnt worthy at all... if only i've a shoulder to lean on...but too bad... i've none to do so... sometimes i felt like bursting into tears but i've to held it back as i told myself.. i must be strong! if ppl r strong enough to live on due to sickness, y cant i? after all i'm healthy n i can do wonders too.. y let some tiny problems pull u down?
well u may say so.. but sometimes we just need quiet time... we need to take a break... a break to recharge ourselves n regain back the energy we lost.. anw, i'm still tired.. so tired tt i just feel like switching myself off..
Everyday is Sunny.
