=D Thursday, 27 December 2007 =) 12:51 am
my life? my life is dead... all dead i guess... Kenny is no longer Kenny anymore... he has lost it... he has fail to grab a hold of himself... all because of this thing call L*#@... after failing not once... not twice... not thrice.. but four times!!! ok 4times may not sound much but it has created a deep cut in my heart... n this time the cut has leave such a deep mark tt i guess i'm really dead... blood gashing out like nobody business... no1 can stop the bleeding but myself only i guess...
am i really tt bad?? or am i just as bad?? wad kind of life do i lead?? felt like a loser... total loser... i fail to bring the band to greater heights, i fail to score well in my exams, i fail as a son, i fail as a leader n i fail as a lover... I've no rights to love or place any feelings on ppl at all... so to all the girls out there... dun come near me... even if u do.. i'll take 5steps away from u... dun ever come near me at all... I'm suffering from a deadly virus... n it can be spread easily...
I've been always thinking about myself n myself... i've never thought about wad others felt about me... i always think tt thy like me... thy love me to have me around cause no1 else can do a better job then me.. but all this was just wad i think.. it never actually happen... cause i'm selfish... I ONLY WANT IT MY WAY!! it's in me not a curse i guess... i'm not suppose to fall in love at all... never, wont n shall never....
Everyday is Sunny.
