=D Sunday, 16 December 2007 =) 5:41 pm
so tired... getting more n more tired... of wad?? same problem always.. ppl just dun cooperate at all.. come to think of it... i promise not to do anymore org already... y am i still doing it again? silly me.. such an @ss of me.. Well.. i've to accept the fact tt now every1 has change their pair of shoe already.. different ppl walk different already.. not say walk... even dress differently...
i admit i myself also change.. who dun? how have i change? i've no idea... but i just felt tt i've change in some way or another... anw it just irritates me so much tt sometimes i just wanna host a small or even better still dun host any events... as i said b4 the last chalet tt i've hosted was the last chalet i'll be hosting... i'm not hosting anymore at all... i dun see the need in hosting in... unless special request...
it was once disband because of 1 person... now 1 more trying to because of himself he's getting all the excuse to be on his side... time is being given to us n we r suppose to be responsible to organize them ourselves. so dun complain tt u r not free or wad so ever... if u were to suppose to be having a outing with us or movie with us dun change ur plan because it's easier for u... try hosting a outing for a group of 11 n almost 50% of them r working... n the rest r either not free due to studies or ya got new friends le.. go out with them lor.. i'm not trying to be negative or wad so ever u think... i'm just pissed off by the attitude tt ppl look at things... if 1 make the effort to plan n organize, y cant thy just simplily flex their thumb or make the effort to reply back the message? tt hard to do so?? ppl nowadays... i've nth to say le..
how sure r u that u r in love with some1? how can u make sure tt she's the 1 that will walk with u for the rest of ur life? even if she's the 1.. will u actually change because she wants u to change?? just to have the fact tt u 2 will be together happily ever after... this is how i am... should i change because of her?? nono.. should put it this way.. y should i change because of her?? or y should any of us change?
Love isnt it about accepting 1's weakness n 1's strength? it's it suppose to be like this??
Everyday is Sunny.
