=D Saturday, 12 January 2008 =) 2:27 am
it has been quite some time for me to blog again... haha... had been busy with my report for the past few days... rushing out the report before the deadline creates death for me... was also rushing my presentation... now both r done i'm left with my project work on my programing.. all about software now... -.-"" already halfway done... now is the formula n some touching up in presentation again... Zzz
for the past few days i was also worried about my upcoming BTT... so scary caused i've failed my evaluation once... n was super duper worried about it... now it's over... *phew* I've gotten a "P" haha!! congratx to myself... i'm 1step closer to driving the car... >,< but upon passing my BTT i didnt felt excited or totally happy... was kinda moody anw... reason?? well... this is how it goes..
thursday, SP open house... my class starts at 11 all the way to 230 plus a 1hr lunch break... no big deal? ok my ex sec sch is coming to visit the open house... big enough?? i was hoping to see her... but come to think of it... so wad if i see her?? would i talk to her? would she talk to me? will she even treat tt i'm actually there?? well.. if God's playing fate with me... n put a downpour on tt day... i just have this to say... 'it aint helping at all...' 1st i didnt see her... 2nd i got my feet all wet... 3rd i've to squeeze with those uniform ppl... ok afew of my classmate accompany me... we had free ice-cream n free drinks... big deal about this stuff... i still cant get over her?? or am i really into her?? most ppl would say time will do the healing.. but time?? how long?? 1day? 1mth? 1year?? arghh!!! i just dun get it... where does the problem lies? wad seems to be wrong?? me being too nice or too direct? or am i just stubborn? without reasons i wont give up totally... ok.. if u know about my history... the longest n i did the most stuff for her... we didnt actually speak b4... only msn chat n the chat is only ya... doesnt last veri long... wad i like about her?? well... for me to know for u to find out... the current this... ok.. 3 words... "i dun know" i dun know wad's happening to me... my exam is in 2 weeks time... can i seriously tune myself into the exam condition?? ok i did tune myself into the test mode for today.. but i guess it's pure lucky... n lots of support from my friends... haha... (all waiting for me to drive them nia...) well... wad should i do?? i guess i should get some SLP n pump more blood into my brain to get it working... =D
Everyday is Sunny.
