=D Friday, 15 August 2008 =) 11:09 pm
guess wad... 2 weeks or less to my Semester exam... it's like the end of yr exam for most... yeah... it's coming soon!!! wad the hack am i doing here still?? 3 papers to study.. 2 killer paper... Engineering Maths, Applied Thermo... this 2 enough to kill me... formula, things needed to rmb.. oh man... boring!!! need to do lots n lots of practices also... Agrhh...
this is also a bad timing... y am i thinking of her from no where... i'm suppose to concentrate... ya.. concentrate... but nope.. i'm not doing so... Arghh... this is killing... 1 killing me mentally n psychically... mentally, i've so many things in mind... n this just pop out... Zzz.. psychically, pushing my body to the max limit it can take... still can push it... but ppl will just say i'm crazy... i'm crazy anw...
all for the needa keep my own cool... arghhh.... i'm not angry... i'm just not thinking well enough... need to adjust myself again... sickening sia... it has been so long already... y can i get over it n move on with my life?? wad's urs will be urs... wad's not will never be... it's a fact... n i know... but my inner self doesnt believe in this... (dun be freak out about my split personality...) he wants wad he will go all the way for it till he gets it... n yeah... tt's bad.. real bad...
there's 2 things i can do to make myself fully concentrate on my work solely...
1) keep my laptop inside the big big box... which will take me 2hrs to unpack... which i wont come online anymore... until my papers has ended or i feel like coming online again... but i cant stop coming online... oh gosh... cause i'm addicted to facebook's games.. n also richman online.. sth like monopoly.. jia lat...
2) i've no idea wad can i do...
oh well... i'll stick to number 2 then.. sounds easier... should be more effective...
life still goes on without u...
Everyday is Sunny.
