=D Sunday, 1 March 2009 =) 11:42 pm
didnt talk much for the whole day... i dun even know wad mood am i in.. am i in bad mood or am i just simply sick of it... i'm in a mix emotion state i guess... does it kill to just smile? Yes... does it kill not being able to go out with her? Yes... does it kill not being able to see her? wad u think about 7weeks not able to see....
issit just a polite reject? or issit just me being too possessive? she aint my who anw... y should i be so bothered? she doesnt even know about my feelings towards her... so wad's the big deal about she not being able to be with me?? so wad's the big deal about not being to go out with her? she has her own activities also... she has her own life to live too...
went to town area to play some games with friend... but doesnt really cheer me up... killing zombies n trying to win the game only... nth really entertaining... get lost in sg road... my normal routine... eat dinner... come back home... now printing letter... prepare for tml's work... so my 49days of working life start tml... 49days of not able to see her, not able to chat with her... not able to hear her voice.... nth seems to cheer me up anw... not even mango pudding or mango ice kachang... dun even mention mango ice-cream... cause nth will make my day bright again... it's covered with dark clouds... pouring non-stop.... with the wind blowing... guess i'm most likely turning into 'iceman'
Everyday is Sunny.
