=D Tuesday, 12 May 2009 =) 1:01 am
such irony... having such a build body... yet the mind is so naive... should i be laughing at myself or should i just pity myself?
it's kinda expected or predicted? wad will happen or things turn out?? am i just digging my own grave knowing wad's gona happen?
i guess it's time to face it... no point holding on sth tt u dun know who does it belong to... it hurts but sooner or later it has to be done... maybe it's fate... maybe it's pre-plan? maybe my name should just start with "I".
wad is my goal? wad do i wan in my own life? wad is my purpose of living? where do i belong? who am i actually?
do i really wan to let it go? am i willing to do it? my answer/question will be "Do I have a Choice?" even if i do... how many are there for me to choose... i guess it's pre-plan by me... i asked if i'll screw my yr3 if i ever told her about it... i asked wad will happen if she rejects me... i asked wad will i do whn i'm in sch... i asked.. but no answer...
trust, it's too big/heavy word to be use...
believe, too sensitive...
understand, never did at all... no point using...
Everyday is Sunny.
