=D Monday, 22 June 2009 =) 6:34 pm
for who is willing to take the test? the test of waiting, the test of determination... how much or wad does it take to pass it?? how i wish i can dig out my heart.. how i wish i can undo the past.. how i wish things werent like this... all this wishes but none come true... it's said tt whn 1 falls in love, all his unused wish will come true... am i in love? my heart tells me i'm... but my mind doesnt... who should i listen to?? my heart is with her.. but she doesnt wan to accept it.. cause it hasnt ripe... for being in love, wad does it pay?
it is painful... but a process all must go thru... i must be willing to stay strong n be certain to keep my focus... at the same time having an open heart to accpet things.. management, flexible, determinaton... all it takes is just 1 mistake to screw everything up... i screw up my past... i screw up alot of things... it's time for me to adment it... it's time for me to prove tt i'm really truly wan a simple n lovely partner to be with... having simple meal, hanging out just like normal couples... if God believes me like i do to Him.. I just wish for His strength... His mighty strength to be within me...
Everyday is Sunny.
