=D Friday, 29 January 2010 =) 11:58 pm
lesson was short today.. didnt do much in sch i guess... i tired to clear things up... but i couldnt gather the courage... i could just use some lame excuse... by teaching sth which i guess i will never have any idea wad's happening... but it didnt turn out as expected... i just couldnt face it... all i could do is just walk away...
coward u can call me.. i tried too hard already... true, i may have nth to lose already.. i've already put in so much. wad's there for me to lose somemore? my face? my dignity?
u dun rate ur friends.. ya... u dun.. but ur friends rate u... tell me if thy dun... treating all equally? dun bull.. thy will rate u according to where u stand in their life... for once u were very important.. thy cant bare to lose u... next moment.. u r just not the 1 i'm looking for... i know wad i wan.. wow.. interesting isnt it?
another tried to help... but it doesnt seems like it at all.. matters just get worse.. y bother sharing whn u know ppl cant do much about it... n whn the actual party doesnt wan to solve it... n always claims tt thy have their own 'strong' stand... so wad can I, a no man stand person say?
went to ask about sailing.. guess i should start saving now... b4 i get paid which was my dream course in the past... due to the pay check... now it shatters cause it's not as easy as wad u think it would be... i've nth much to lose anw... i guess i'm willing to give up everything i have in sg for 10yrs? or maybe less?
am i ready for the life? the game of life...
Everyday is Sunny.
