=D Saturday, 9 January 2010 =) 10:33 pm
things r supposed to be better... isnt it?? somehow it just doesnt feel right... everything is just gloomy, dark, secret, unclear... etc. but life must still move on... it's hard... but i had no choice... choices arent make by me alone... choices have their own consequences.. wad choices do i have to make to have this kind of consequence?
ppl maybe there.. but their soul arent..
ppl may say it.. but do they mean it?
ppl may have done sth to hurt u.. but do they know about it? were they on purpose?
ppl may sound nice... but are they real?
so many thing... so many questions... i'm in search for an answer.. an answer which may never be told as this is life... n things r certainly unexpected.. unknown... unclear... u never know wad's going to happen the next moment u step out of ur house or the moment u wake up everytime.. u just never know wad's going on...
how long, how many more days, how many more mths, how many more yrs.. do i have to live with this... how long? who knows.. next moment a phone call.. n i had an heart attack... i'm gone from this world... who knows... i was walking, n i just faint.. no1 totally cares (which is wad most singaporeans would do). who knows....
inner peace... soul searching... reflection... i need to be discipline to do tt everyday from now on.. i seriously need to get a life n get over everything tt has happen in the past.. i had a bunch of wonderful brothers.. but all were history. every1 has their own life to move on.. every1 has their path set.. every1 has their own purpose in life... wad's mine? i have closes buddies, friends, bro.. some r there for me whn i really need them... some r just there to make up the numbers... some.. dun really care... to those tt r with me n make up the numbers.. from the btm of my heart i thank u all.. really... I thank you.. sincerely..
no matter wad happen.. wad's infront of me.. wad obstacles is there to stop me.. i must face it n move on with me life... for every sunny day is a new day...
Everyday is Sunny.
