=D Tuesday, 16 February 2010 =) 8:37 pm
wad has happen?? wad am i doing?? issit worth doing?? should i give it a last shot? am i just doing for the sake of doing? or do i really really love her so much tt i'm willing to do almost anything for her?
confused? lost? not willing? am i just trying too hard? i really wish to get things back on track again... but do i have friends whose willing to support? whose willing to listen me out?? whose willing to be there for me no matter wad happen? friends? who can drop wad thy r doing n just listen to me... heard me out... lend me a hand... give me courage... help me face it... is there?
ever since then.. i've always been lost... i've no aim... no sense of direction... dun feel like doing anything.. studies? i'm just forcing myself to complete this last few lessons... exam? i'm really forcing myself out... but it's just not working... how much do i miss her? i can give up wad i have to just see her... anything tt i've ever own... love her? i asked myself tt many times... n the answer will always be the same... I wan to share my happiness with her... but i guess i couldnt give her any... cause i've lost my happiness.. my laugh.. my smile.. my passion for life.. who do i live for now? wad do i live for now?
felt bastard.. who dun? if u see wad i'm doing... wont u?
felt lost.. who wont? if u have the kind of friends i have...
felt cheated.. why not? if u know that u have given the best u could..
feel nth.......
is all the planning worth it? NO? wad's the reason??? yes? do u really think so or r u just trying to make my day?
true friends? do i ever had?
true love? is this the one?
i really wan to do it.. but i dun have the courage.. i dun have the support... i've nth...
Everyday is Sunny.
